notice anything different?
haha... think my sis looks worse =p
ok, i look terrible in the pic but anyway see the diff in us. haha...
as i said, i won't reveal anything so just keep guessing.
jowyn, i know you will be reading this. rest assured, we are still going taiwan. i'm determined! haha...
i'm feeling mentally tired because of someone and no its not a guy.
sometimes i wonder what you are thinking... this is now my nick on msn because of this someone.
now i'm not able to trust people's words because of you.
now i'm feeling angry because of you.
now i'm feeling disappointed because of you.
now i wonder if true friendship really do exist because of you.
now i dont want to talk to you because of your actions.
i dont know if you should be reflecting on your actions and i dont want to tell you what to do.
what we have seen will all be revealed as time passes.
now.... i just want to ignore you.
but sometimes i also want to thank you cause you made me see some of the true friendships i have around me.
now i seriously think my online friends are more trustable and of course eighteen......
10:06 PM
haiz... i mean both mentally and physically... if u think its work its not. in fact i'm totally in love with my job. well, let's see what have been making me so tired.
was on half day on fri... went to clementi to meet laywei before meeting summer at MOE to be the witness for her contract signing. waited for a long time at clementi cause i was really early... haha... although i delayed a bit at work but still early... have a photo to share but i havent got the time to scan so i guess next time then... after signing the contract we went to raffles city to have shokudo for our dinner. since we did not have lunch we went in at around 6pm and ate till like 10 plus. haha... well, we waited for hx to arrive which was around 8 plus cause she had to clear her work first. after dinner we took neoprints at the neoprint machine again. hehe... once again all pictures will be delayed.
during dinner my mum called and said they will be attending my grandaunt's wake. haiz... not really close with her but have been visiting her every new year so was still bit sad that she had left us at the age of 83
after dinner we went home cause laywei had a test on sat so we didnt went singing as planned.
sat... woke up at 9 and checked some emails. after that accompanied my cousin and hx to SIA interview.
whoa, the number of people who attended was amazing. no wonder, since so many people carry the hope of being air stewardess, and air steward
after the interview, hx and i went to orchard for shopping. hehe... went to look for a gift to give to kat for her birthday.
after some shopping around, hx and i went to pasta cafe at Takashimaya for something to eat. hx had gratin while i ordered fries and coffee.
after that my dad came and drove us. was late for the party but at least i made it. hehe...
chatted with my primary sch friends, bernice and xinying. well, the host was busy so we chatted among ourselves. hehe...
left at around 10pm and met up with laywei and her friend angela at westmall to go singing. hehe...
took a train back to orchard again for our singing. hehe... once again we sang till the wee hours =p
took a cab back and i doze off in it cause i was really tired. was already a bit sleeping when i was in the karaoke room
reached home at around 6:30am. had a shower then chatted with my mum who was up early to do the laundry.
went to bed at around 8am and slept till 1 plus. after that woke up for some food and computer. went back to sleep at 7 plus but woke up in the middle of the night cause wasnt feeling too well.
didnt went to work yesterday. but in the evening went to orchard to meet up with summer and laywei. went for a drink at TCC then went to be laywei's supporter for her competition.
after that we went back to TCC again for dinner. hehe... in the end stayed out until 11 plus nearly 12am like that. haha...
went to bed at nearly 1am but still woke up to get to work today. hehe....
this post is like long enough... will say my mental tiredness and pictures in the other posts...
9:59 PM
went to Giant on monday. ever bought four trolleys full of grocery amounting to 700 over dollars? hehe... i tried that on monday.
it wasnt that bad but hehe... got stares from the other customers =p
tuesday did a small change to my room...
before showing the change let's see what is it orignial like...
all my favourites above my head. hehe...
the first thing i see every morning when i wake up
hehe... can see what's on all my walls =p
now here's the change.... i removed the poster of S.H.E with the trolley to the other wall where there's only one S.H.E poster and re-done that part.
here's the end result....
hehe... there's only chun or FRH because it came in a magazine that i have. hehe... added in some photos i have developed as well. hehe...
there was a really heavy rain yesterday and this morning.
had my first pilates class yesterday afternoon. nothing too strenous but it was nice. a lot of trying on the abodmen area. hehe... at least that's good. will make me train the muscles that i have neglected =p
nothing much today so i guess that's all. hehe....
P.S if you think this post looks familiar it's because i posted it yesterday and edited it today. haha...
8:32 PM
was out for lunch these two days....
the lights
these made me feel as if i'm in europe during winter. hehe...
dont you love those chairs?
i find this cute
food was alright but cakes good
hehe... only took my reflection =p
however the lunch today changed my view a bit... had a beef tofa stew, peach yogurt and chocolate mousse and tiramisu for deserts.
the deserts were fabulous. in fact the best tiramisu i ever had in s'pore. the stew wasnt that bad too. well, drink's a bit bland.
well, how can i grumble? i didnt paid for it. hehe... boss treated me =p
to make up for the reflection pix... one pix of myself taken on wed...
10:44 PM
hehe... just a note first... june, gal i'm not talking about u. haha....
hehe... went to buy this cake on the 19th after i finish my thing for the day. well, had to run cause they were about to close when i reach there.
as i said, there are ups and downs... so here's the downs...
15th june --- C left singapore for canada. really sad... i admit i cried for like a day for this.
before she left.... bought her out for a meal and she bought me a gift...
thanks gal! you know how much i love u am i right? always remember to call me when u need someone. even though i cant fly over immediately to accompany u but i'm always here to listen to u and cry with u.
30th june --- Lydia went for her surgery.
haiz... another one i cannot dont worry. as i'm typing this i'm chatting with her on msn but her condition is worrying too.
gal, if u see this. take care. although i know its easier to say than do but you must keep your spirit up and mood happy to keep fighting.
jia you! i know you can do it.
to the two that made my month down....
the two of you are the bravest person i have known. C chose to go to the place which hurt her the most. Lydia chose to face her problems bravely even though she dont know what will happen next.
arh... suddenly i feel so like crying..................................
edit: my bad jowyn... oh no how can i forget the birthday of one of my best online friends! i'm really sorry about it... (chanting to self: its on the 8th, its on the 8th, its on the 8th.....)
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