Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Deepest Condolences
last night i was still happily chatting with tika and dedicating a song to her and all my very dear friends. however, this morning a piece of bad news was received at our end. her dad had passed away this morning. i dont know how or why but all i can say is that it hit me quite bad.
i dont know why but i cried when i heard the news. maybe because i know what kind of family she grew up in.
i feel that since the beginning of last year there are quite a lot of sad news about death. i dont know why but all of it made me grew up a lot. i got to say very much too.
jan 07 --- Beatrice Hsu Wei Lun passed in a car crash. i have to admit i didnt really like her when she was alive but her accident caught my attention. i clearly remember the day i heard this piece of news i was on my way to S.H.E's concert in s'pore. i dont know what made me so attracted to the news but i followed it. her incident made me learn something: tell someone how much you love them before it's too late. (i have been using a lot of 'i love you', 'dear' and all those things around as i type but i got to say i havent say it out of my mouth yet. maybe i'm still shy about it i dont know)
oct 07 --- Darrel Yang Jun En passed away in an accident in Canada. one of my dearest friend which i never really treasured when he was alive. actually i or should i say we never knew about his death until a month later. this came as even shocking isnt it? a lesson learnt: dont take your friends for granted. tell them how important they are to you. (i'm slowly learning this and my friends around the world and beside me you know who you are. i just want to say i treasure all of your friendships. even though sometimes i dont say it but you guys are always the best!)
aug 08 --- sudden departure of tika's father. its really sudden cause he left in the wee hours of dawn. just had a short chat with her and she seems to be coping well. she has to be strong too for herself and her sister. dont wish to talk too much about it cause tears are still threatening to fall as i'm typing this. lesson learnt: treasure your family. there might be fights but when they are gone then you will realize how much you miss them. (i never tell my parents this but i love them, i really do. although i might be stubborn at times and throw my temper but after all they are my family.)
will end here before i go and hide in the toilet and cry again.
note to my dear Tika (if you are seeing this): i know you are strong and tomorrow you will be all right again but if you ever need anyone around. we are here for you. you cant be weak in front of your sister but you can be weak in front of us. we will never laugh at you because we will be crying with you. like i have said, we might not be within walking distance or a phone call away but we will always be there for you to pour your woes to.
Monday, August 18, 2008
Song for my friends
this song goes out to everyone that i have known in my 21 years of life.
especially so to C, jowyn, lydia, felicia and tika.
although i know the last 4 of you through online and we have never really met but i'm glad i know all of you.
when i heard this song the 5 of you came into mind. you gals are really the best.
how i wish that one day all of us can meet but i'm sure of something. coming december jowyn, felicia and i are meeting. hopefully next year i can get to meet lydia and tika.
so this song to all 5 of you... 范玮琪 一颗心的距离
一双闪着泪光的眼睛
A pair of shimmering eyes
要多努力才能把雨看成星星
Have to try really hard to make rain look like stars
握住我手 但别给我同情
Hold my hands but don't pity me
执着的人要从倔强 寻找勇气
Persistent people have to find courage from stubborness
好像很近 瞬间又远离
Seems so near but in a flash it became distant
很难实现才叫梦想 才要决心
Dreams are difficult to fulfil so it needs determination
我们终于一起 来到这里
Finally we have reached here together
当我激动不能言语 把我抱紧
When I'm too touch for words hug me tight
我们隔着 一颗心的距离
We are separated by the distance of a heart
又笑又哭地去回忆 夏天秋天 成长蜕变的电影
Smile and tear to remember it, Summer and Autumn grow up and became a part of a movie
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
Which we will never find boring
仅仅隔着 一颗心的距离 交换最真实的情绪
Just separated by the distance of a heart we exchanged the true feelings
庆幸 在不勇敢的纪念日里
Luckily in days where I'm not strong
你曾经 给我多重要的鼓励
You were once there to give me the most important encouragement
好像很近 瞬间又远离
Seems so near but in a flash it became distant
很难实现才叫梦想 才要决心
Dreams are difficult to fulfil so it needs determination
我们终于一起 来到这里
Finally we have reached here together
当我激动不能言语 把我抱紧
When I'm too touch for words hug me tight
我们隔着 一颗心的距离
We are separated by the distance of a heart
又笑又哭地去回忆 夏天秋天 成长蜕变的电影
Smile and tear to remember it, Summer and Autumn grow up and became a part of a movie
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
Which we will never find boring
仅仅隔着 一颗心的距离 交换最真实的情绪
Just separated by the distance of a heart we exchanged the true feelings
庆幸 在不勇敢的纪念日里
Luckily in days where I'm not strong
你曾经 给我多重要的鼓励
You were once there to give me the most important encouragement
我想说 没有你的生命 像没有歌词的旋律
I want to say, life without you is like music without lyrics
就算可以 很美很好听 也少了意义 少了确定
Even though it can be melodious but there's no meaning and missing of determination
我们隔着 一颗心的距离
We are separated by the distance of a heart
又笑又哭地去回忆 夏天秋天 成长蜕变的电影
Smile and tear to remember it, Summer and Autumn grow up and became a part of a movie
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
Which we will never find boring
仅仅隔着 一颗心的距离 交换最真实的情绪
Just separated by the distance of a heart we exchanged the true feelings
庆幸 在不勇敢的纪念日里
Luckily in days where I'm not strong
你曾经 给我多重要的鼓励
You were once there to give me the most important encouragement
you gals are a gem that i cant miss in my life
fly me to paris, please?
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Mystery revealed
haha... i said i would take two weeks to reveal the mystery but think i took 3. hehe... =p
anywhere here it is...
went for a makeover session with my sis on 27 July... had coupons for it so decided to go with her. but well, i paid for it.
anyway, was rather satisfied with the turnout of the pictures. hehe....
in case you havent saw it on msn or facebook, here's to share...
my msn pic... haha...
my stylist picked this. hehe....
me and my sis.... hehe... white and black combi =p
the other one that we took together
personally like this photo of hers. hehe...
there are around 9 more but to avoid flooding this place with too much pictures of mine i decided to stop here. moreover 4 of it belongs to my sis and she'll kill me if she saw me posting this. hehe....
will be having another post. so look out!!!
fly me to paris, please?
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