Monday, October 27, 2008
Regrets
I didn't know that as I was typing the last post, I lost another friend.
We were not really close and we never really got the chance to know more about each other. However, during the short period of time that we communicated via email it was indeed enjoyable and I was always looking forward to read her emails.
I have another regret in my life. She never got the chance to read the last email I had sent to her before she went for her operation. I regret not seeing her email the night before and was late in my reply.
We were always optimistic in our emails, encouraging each other that she is going to make it and all. However, I guess God still wants her by his side.
Just as Jowyn and I were wondering how her condition was last night, I opened the link to the story of her friend this morning to find out that she did not made it and left us all on October 24, 2008 at 3:57pm.
The weather this morning was all bright and sunny but now it looks like it's going to rain. Since I read that she was gone, I have been trying to stop my tears. I suddenly became quiet and decided to do this post. As I am typing this, I keep going to other sites because I know if I am to type this all at one go, I am sure to tear.
Suddenly I feel like cancelling all the plans I have for today and stay home but I know she will never want this.
I'll end this here.
Let's pray together for this beautiful angel who has brightened up my day in the last month, Karoll Soriano.
Rest in peace my friend.
10:07 AM