Monday, May 24, 2010
Delusions
I guess some people just too much of themselves. Or should I say some people are just too sensitive?
The weekend passed by happily with great fun on Sunday with the whole of forCE. Shouting for our dear King was really nice! Now we have a new star besides Fahrenheit and S.H.E and that will be our dearest papa! Lol!
Endless photo taking with the new baby was really fun. Makes me even more tempted to get my own baby soon.
Today wasn't such a bad day too if not for something.
Some bloody idiot got to come spoil my day.
For goodness sake, I wasn't even scolding her. Is she just too sensitive or what? If I was to scold her I would have scold it right in front of her face. Must she like question me with the rest of the other colleagues in the room?
Say I scolded four-letter word at her. Who does she think she is? Sitting beside me for almost 2 years and she don't know that I tend to mumble things to myself when I see stuff that irritates me on the computer screen? Damn dumb idiot.
Luckily there is always things and ways to make me happy.
Interviews which makes artistes relax are the best cause that's when they will slip more of the truth. Hahahahahahaha
Monday, May 03, 2010
I Had A Dream
Well, not one actually. In fact I had 2 dreams in one day.
There's a Chinese saying: 日有所思，夜有所夢
Maybe I have been using too much of my brain cells on stupid imagination these days that's why I have weird dreams that I don't even know how they occurred.
It has been so long since I have dreams that I still remember after I woke up.
Maybe it's a sign. A sign that something might be happening soon. If that is so I just hope that the first one is real. I strongly don't hope for the second dream to happen.
It has been some time since I last saw him. I admit that when I walk down the same stretch of road sometimes I still wonder how he is etc. However I never thought that I would one day dream of him. After all that has never happened before.
I really wonder if it was all a dream when I woke up. I can almost feel the touch of his fingers and the warmth of his hands. And that dream just makes me long to get even nearer to him.
Nearer than a friend will ever get.
That dream consisted of what I hope will happen. Let's just hope that it will come true maybe one day if not sooner.
The reason I don't want the second dream to come true is very easy. I don't ever want to have a quarrel with my family. Especially my mum's side of the family.
I practically grew up with my relatives from my mum's side. The only place where I can be the most comfortable with is when I'm with them. I can't imagine myself screaming at my aunts and parents the way I did in my dreams. If the dream I had were to really come true I guess you can just kill me.
Do dreams really come true? If they do, I really hope the first one will come but the second will never even be near............
fly me to paris, please?
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