Monday, May 03, 2010
I Had A Dream
Well, not one actually. In fact I had 2 dreams in one day.
There's a Chinese saying: 日有所思，夜有所夢
Maybe I have been using too much of my brain cells on stupid imagination these days that's why I have weird dreams that I don't even know how they occurred.
It has been so long since I have dreams that I still remember after I woke up.
Maybe it's a sign. A sign that something might be happening soon. If that is so I just hope that the first one is real. I strongly don't hope for the second dream to happen.
It has been some time since I last saw him. I admit that when I walk down the same stretch of road sometimes I still wonder how he is etc. However I never thought that I would one day dream of him. After all that has never happened before.
I really wonder if it was all a dream when I woke up. I can almost feel the touch of his fingers and the warmth of his hands. And that dream just makes me long to get even nearer to him.
Nearer than a friend will ever get.
That dream consisted of what I hope will happen. Let's just hope that it will come true maybe one day if not sooner.
The reason I don't want the second dream to come true is very easy. I don't ever want to have a quarrel with my family. Especially my mum's side of the family.
I practically grew up with my relatives from my mum's side. The only place where I can be the most comfortable with is when I'm with them. I can't imagine myself screaming at my aunts and parents the way I did in my dreams. If the dream I had were to really come true I guess you can just kill me.
Do dreams really come true? If they do, I really hope the first one will come but the second will never even be near............
4:18 PM